Earlier this day, my dgroup leader, Ate Tina, asked me if I could lead our dgroup this coming friday. it took me hours to reply to her because I'm always afraid to facilitate on my core dgroup. I feel that I'm too young for them to listen to me. I don't have enough knowledge for them to be blessed by my lead. I can't even organized my words when I speak. Ever since I got serious about my personal relationship to God, this is my number one fear. To share Him to others. I was thinking that maybe I should say to Ate Tina that I have other appointments that day so I could skip the responsibility. But my heart is speaking to me that I should submit to my leader. That God blessed me enough specially this week and there's no excuse for me to run away from the responsibility God is equiping me. None at all.
At first, I texted Ate Tina that me and my friends is scheduled to have our dgroup that same day. She said, it's ok she'll just reschedule me the next week after. God blessed me to have the best and most patient dgroup leader in the whole world! But I told her that we can reschedule our dgroup on sunday so I coul attend and lead on friday. Before that, I asked God what should I do with the conflict schedule. Should I submit to my leader and facilitate my core group or be accountable to my friends dgroup? I just realized now as I type this that I forgot to listen and wait for God's answer. I chose to submit to my leader without confriming it to God. Sorry Lord!
So there, as I read my devotion tonight. It's about "Facing the Impossible". I just feel that sobrang sakto siya sa situation and that God is telling me that have no fear. Just like God promised Jerimiah when he doubted his youthfulness and speaking abilities in Jerimiah 1:6-9, He will put His words into my mouth. I shall not fear!
Kung ako lang, it's very impossible to speak with different people specially when they're older than me. Reporting pa nga lang sa school umaabsent ako pag may nakatoka saking report. I really hate public speaking! But God has a promise. And He never breaks His promise! Kung ako lang, I always doubt my capabilities. I may look confident with my friends, but I'm a loser deep inside. But God changes people's heart. Just like how He
Warning! This blog post is purely kalandian and vanity plus slightly annoying!haha
Today is Mi Love, Choi Siwon's 29th birthday! Let me introduce you first to the Brad Pit of Asia Pacific. I'm going to invest soo much feelings and emotions on this post, okay. I already warned you!haha
I would love to see him like this every moring!haha
Hey yo!! See!! Picture pa lang yan. Pano pa pag nakilala niyo siya and kung gano yung faith niya kay Jesus! OMG!!! (alright, I'm being OA nanaman as if I know him personally.haha!) I so love him I even named our car "Mr. Choi"!haha
Okay, I may be jologs but, YES! I love this Super Junior hottie!! I become an ELF since I knew him. I can't believe I'm saying this! At first I just knew him by name. But since my friend, Dawn, told me that he comes from a wealthy family (I don't know, I'm always attracted with richkid guys!haha), he got my attention. By the time I knew the he is a devoted Christian, OMG! I told God that he's The One. Lol no! 'fcourse only God can tell me who's The One. But in my heart, he is!!haha
He's not just a Christian but a fruitful Christian, which is one of my non-negotiable qualities on my God's Best's list. I remember searching him on the internet, I saw a video of him performing Christian songs for his solo performance every Super Shows (Super Juniors concert tours)! Imagine, sinong lalaki ang pipili ng worship song para iperform sa malaking crowd. To think that it's not even his own concert. Everyone from the audience might find it weird, right? But he's a man with faith. He sang sincerely and wholeheartedly while kneeling to God in front of their millions of fans. And that's what makes him perfect for me!ahaha.
Hey yo!! I'm super back!! It's been what? Almost 2 years since I last visited and posted here.So now, I'm planning my comeback! I owe this page the past 2 years i've been idle so I'm going to make kwentos in the next few days. I'm gonna make kwento about my life, career, tambay, how people insires me, my failures, insecurites, etc. Most specially how God worked in my life for the past 2years (how many times did I mantion that 2years?haha).
But for now, I'm going to sleep muna. I have an early meeting for our next project, The Script. I'm soo lookibg forward for this project! So ciao for now!
And always remember that JESUS LOVES YOU :)
IN ALL THINGS,
GOD SHOULD ALWAYS BE GLORIFIED!
Friday, April 26, 2013
And I Am Finally There
It's my graduation day today and hey I'm still in front of my laptop. It's currentlly 2:21 am in the morning now and 2hours nalang natitira sakin para matulog. It's fine, maybe i'll sleep nalang at the PICC.haha!
Earlier at our Bible Study, our Pastor said something na "Lord, gawin mong instrumento ang mga bagong graduate na ito para maging testimony mo sa pagpapatotoo sayo". That's exactly what I am thinking after the last day of our final exams.
I don't know what to expect. After 12 hours my life will be turning upside down. I've never imagined myself being a professional. Dealing with different kinds of people during work. The feeling is so nostalgic. After graduation I still want to go to school in June. I still want to see my batchmates. I still want to wake up every morning though I hated it so much.
I never thought that it will only take me 3 and a half years in MMA. I don't know. The only thing I remember before I got here was during my second year. I cried inside my room for some odd reason and just stared at my course curriculum thinking if kaya kong sumabay sa mga kabatch ko. I was so helpless that the only solution I just thought was to lift it all to God. Lahat ng plano ko for the next two years. Thank God nasunod lahat yun. As smooth as God's plan for me.
Earlier with my favorite people in the world - my high school friends.
Bianca arrived last Friday in Manila since she was based in Bacolod now. We hung out at Dawn's place, as usual. It's been a year since we saw Bianca and that was just a span of time.
So we spent together earlier for a long period of time. (Damnit! I can't think of other words and i'm being redundant. haha! It's 3:30 in the morning already and I'm sorry!)
Saw Lj and Benjie accross the street so we've decided to invite them. (Though recently, we always always want an all-girls bonding)
Felt like being high school again. I don't know. Madalas ko naman silang nakikita. Siguro dahil kay Lj and Bianca na hindi ko naman nakikita masyado. And maybe because I chatted with Poks, who's also here in Manila. And the fact that 7 days from now, I will graduate. I mean, the people before college suddenly came back. Labo!!hahaha..
Sabaw blogpost
In All Things,
God Should Always Be Glorified.
Sunday, March 3, 2013
What Time Is It?
Went at 2pm's "What Time Is It" concert in MOA Arena last March 02, 2013. I only came for Nichkhun apart from the fact that he's the only member I know from 2pm. I knew some of the members but only from WGM Khuntoria Couple because they guested several times. And I only knew two songs of them - Put your hands up and I can't. Pero pinilit ko paring pumunta to see Khun in real life :)
Just a brief story on how I become a fan of Nichkhun.
Nichkhun And Victoria
My friends introduced me We Got Married's Khuntoria. It's a reality program where Korean celebrities show what would it be like if they're married. Khuntoria was one of the show's couple. At first, I hesitated to watch it because I might become a kpop fan. But after months of pagmamatigas, I surrendered. Pero wala akong pinagsisisihan! Khuntoria is the best show I've ever seen in my life. Nichkhun and Victoria (f(x)'s leader) are effortlessly an awesome couple. They complement each other, travell together, etc. I'll just make another blog nalang for khuntoria. Pag pinagpatuloy ko pa to baka hindi na tungkol sa concert yung laman nitong blog entry ko..haha!
At first hindi talaga ako nagagwapuhan kay Nichkhun. I was wondering kung anong nakita ng mga kaibigan ko sakanya, but since I watched him with Victoria. Wow! Nichkhun is one of the perfect men I look up to!haha. He's so genuine and and sweet. And he loves his family and Victoria!hahaha. He even kiss his mom lips-to-lips! Plus he's the only man I knew who let the girl drive his car kahit na hindi masyadong marunong magdrive si Vic. Such a gentleman! So when we found out that 2pm's comming to Manila, we grabbed the chance to see that Thailander who effortlessly captured our hearts.
March 02, 2013. Saturday. Wtih Dawn, Nicole, Berna and Rona (Dawn's batchmate from FEU).
We bought our tickets nalang sa Arena para hindi kami mahassle sa ibang ticketing offices. Then we ate muna to kill our time. At 5:30pm we got to the line. As ussual, me and my friends are the masters of singit-sa-pila. Praktisado kami pagdating jan.haha!
Habang nasa pila may mga fans na namimigay ng mga stuffs na iwawave habang solo performance. Nakakatawa nung may isang member ng fan clubs na lumapit samin ni Berna asking if we already have the "fan chants" copy. Akala namin binebenta kaya sabi namin "hindi po, hindi po". Tapos nagtataka yung gma babae samin. Narealised nalang namin na libre pala yun!haha.. Meron din kaming nakita sa pila na may banner ng Khuntorian. We didn't even bother to ask the fan kung san nila nakuha yun pero inggit na inggit kami sakanila. We thought na sa online nila nabili yun pero kinabukasan nalang namin nalanman na binigay daw ng mga Chines Khuntorian fans yun! At eto sila :(
Sucks that the guard noticed my camera and they confiscated it. They don't allowed professional cameras, lightsticks and banners inside. Pero sa Araneta hindi naman masyadong mahigpit. When we got inside, we we're all excited because it's our first time at the arena. Our tickets are for General Admission only pero nakit namin si Ate Vanessa Nilos, one of the alumni from our highschool. She's one of the ushers at the Arena. Pumunta muna kami sa GenAd but after few minutes bumaba kami ni Nicole para makiusap kay Atte Vanessa na papasukin kami sa Lower box. Dun kasi siya nakapwesto. And she said YES! YES!!! From 1k worth of ticket to 9k!!
We find our seats na and waited for the show to start. Kalahati lang ng Arena yung crowd . Siguro kasi saglit lang yung promotions nila. Sobrang lapit na namin sa stage!! We were this close to Nichkhun. Almost.
So the show started. The all 6 members came out and that Chansung surprised me how handsome he is!! Before nilalait namin siya because of Nicole. Pero dang! Mas nastarstruck ako sakanya kesa kay Nichkhun!! He has flawless face and body! Ang hot niya lang sobra!haha.
Ganito siya ka-hot oh!haha..
Chansung's love you down performance
I only focused on Nichkhun and Chansung. Pag hindi sila yung nagpeperform umuupo lang ako. But the other members were all entertaing. Specially Taecyon. They made the fans happy as they perfoem. Sa Una ang lamya ng performance nila. Parang tinatamad. But as the show proceeded, the men of 2pm gone wild!! They even sang a filipino children song "tong tong tong tong pakitong kitong".hahaha!
During Nichkhun's solo I was in the midst of imagination. He performed "Let it rain". A song that he composed for their fans. It was my first time hearing the song and as I listened to it, the lyrics was perfectly related to Victoria! Or i'm just a real delusional fan.haha! We were a bit disappointed because ang onti ng crowd ni Nichkhun. O mali lang kami ng pwestong napwestuhan? Here's a sample of Nichkhun's "Let it rain".
We don't have a picture of them during their performances because we're too busy to shout "Khuntoria", stomp our feet and put our hands up!!hahaha.. They perform 26 songs kaya sobrang sulit!!! And sobrang bait pa nila sa fans. Kinukuha nila yung camera tapos sila yung nagpipicture. Tapos sa bandang ending binabato sila ng mga stuffed toys tapos kinukuha nila except for Wooyoung. I find him snob.haha! Pero siya pinakamaraming crowd. Sobrang swerte ng nasa VIP ang babait ng 2pm. Hindi ko maexplain pero basta!!hahaha.
After 3hours of making the fans happy, they had their final talk one by one but Nichkhun's speech was the most touching and made me heart cry. He thanked his fans for not letting him down even though he messed up. I think it's his first concert after he got the controversy about a particular accident he got involved last year. Aaw! He's so innocent! The other members also had theiir speeches. They promised to comeback soon. I also promise to come back again! They went backstage na and the audience left the place. Pero kami nagpicture picture muna kami.
Nicole, Dawn, Me and Rona
Berna, Nicole, Me and Rona
Before leaving the arena we said thank you to Ate Vanessa. Kung hindi dahil sakaniya ang layo namin kay Nichkhun! Thank you ng sobra Ate Vanessa :) Sobra sobra sobra sobra!!!
Ate Vanessa, Kuya from MOA Arena, Nicole and Me
After the show, nakita pa namin yung van ng 2pm paalis. I snapped a video of them pero ilalagay ko nalang yun sa video blog ko as I wait for the copy of Nicole's shot from the concert.
I've never imagine I could ever see Nichkhun's face. Not even once. But there he goes as he serenade the crowd with his "let it rain". I can't explain everything I feel right now. Speechless as I first saw him. Thank you Lord for letting me see one of your beautiful creation. haay!
Thank you 2pm for the night! Ang tanging gusto ko lang ay makita si Nichkhun pero binigyan niyo ako ng total entertainment!
MARCH 02, 2013. INDEED, THE HOTTEST NIGHT EVER!!
Other photos credits to Nicole Perfinan
In All Things,
God Should Always Be Glorified.
Monday, February 25, 2013
Songs that I feel was made for ME
Just a random blog.
I'll enumerate songs taht I love and feel that the lyrics was actually made only for me.
