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Friday, April 26, 2013

And I Am Finally There


It's my graduation day today and hey I'm still in front of my laptop. It's currentlly 2:21 am in the morning now and 2hours nalang natitira sakin para matulog. It's fine, maybe i'll sleep nalang at the PICC.haha! 







Earlier at our Bible Study, our Pastor said something na "Lord, gawin mong instrumento ang mga bagong graduate na ito para maging testimony mo sa pagpapatotoo sayo". That's exactly what I am thinking after the last day of our final exams.







I don't know what to expect. After 12 hours my life will be turning upside down. I've never imagined myself being a professional. Dealing with different kinds of people during work. The feeling is so nostalgic. After graduation I still want to go to school in June. I still want to see my batchmates. I still want to wake up every morning though I hated it so much. 







 I never thought that it will only take me 3 and a  half years in MMA. I don't know. The only thing I remember before I got here was during my second year. I cried inside my room for some odd reason and just stared at my course curriculum thinking if kaya kong sumabay sa mga kabatch ko. I was so helpless that the only solution I just thought was to lift it all to God. Lahat ng plano ko for the next two years. Thank God nasunod lahat yun. As smooth as God's plan for me. 




Saturday, April 20, 2013

Mini Reunion




Rap, Berna, Me, Dawn, Bianca




Earlier with my favorite people in the world - my high school  friends.





Bianca arrived last Friday in Manila since she was based in Bacolod now. We hung out at Dawn's place, as usual. It's been a year since we saw Bianca and that was just a span of time. 

So we spent together earlier for a long period of time. (Damnit! I can't think of other words and i'm being redundant. haha! It's 3:30 in the morning already and I'm sorry!)




Saw Lj and Benjie accross the street so we've decided to invite them. (Though recently, we always always want an all-girls bonding)









Felt like being high school again. I don't know. Madalas ko naman silang nakikita. Siguro dahil kay Lj and Bianca na hindi ko naman nakikita masyado. And maybe because I chatted with Poks, who's also here in Manila. And the fact that 7 days from now, I will graduate.  I mean, the people before college suddenly came back. Labo!!hahaha.. 




Sabaw blogpost










In All Things,

God Should Always Be Glorified.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

What Time Is It?




Went at 2pm's "What Time Is It" concert in MOA Arena last March 02, 2013. I only came for Nichkhun apart from the fact that he's the only member I know from 2pm. I knew some of the members but only from WGM Khuntoria Couple because they guested several times. And I only  knew two songs of them - Put your hands up and I can't. Pero pinilit ko paring pumunta to see Khun in real life :)



Just a brief story on how I become a fan of Nichkhun. 

Nichkhun And Victoria

My friends introduced me We Got Married's Khuntoria. It's a reality program where Korean celebrities show what would it be like if they're married. Khuntoria was one of the show's couple. At first, I hesitated to watch it because I might become a kpop fan. But after months of pagmamatigas, I surrendered. Pero wala akong pinagsisisihan! Khuntoria is the best show I've ever seen in my life. Nichkhun and Victoria (f(x)'s leader) are effortlessly an awesome couple. They complement each other, travell together, etc. I'll just make another blog nalang for khuntoria. Pag pinagpatuloy ko pa to baka hindi na tungkol sa concert yung laman nitong blog entry ko..haha! 


At first hindi talaga ako nagagwapuhan kay Nichkhun. I was wondering kung anong nakita ng mga kaibigan ko sakanya, but since I watched him with Victoria. Wow! Nichkhun is one of the perfect men I look up to!haha. He's so genuine and and sweet. And he loves his family and Victoria!hahaha. He even kiss his mom lips-to-lips! Plus he's the only man I knew who let the girl drive his car kahit na hindi masyadong marunong magdrive si Vic. Such a gentleman! So when we found out that 2pm's comming to Manila, we grabbed the chance to see that Thailander who effortlessly captured our hearts.


March 02, 2013. Saturday. Wtih Dawn, Nicole, Berna and Rona (Dawn's batchmate from FEU).
We bought our tickets nalang sa Arena para hindi kami mahassle sa ibang ticketing offices. Then we ate muna to kill our time. At 5:30pm we got to the line. As ussual, me and my friends are the masters of singit-sa-pila. Praktisado kami pagdating jan.haha!



Habang nasa pila may mga fans na namimigay ng mga stuffs na iwawave habang solo performance. Nakakatawa nung may isang member ng fan clubs na lumapit samin ni Berna asking if we already have the "fan chants" copy. Akala namin binebenta kaya sabi namin "hindi po, hindi po". Tapos nagtataka yung gma babae samin. Narealised nalang namin na libre pala yun!haha.. Meron din kaming nakita sa pila na may banner ng Khuntorian. We didn't even bother to ask the fan kung san nila nakuha yun pero inggit na inggit kami sakanila. We thought na sa online nila nabili yun pero kinabukasan nalang namin nalanman na binigay daw ng mga Chines Khuntorian fans yun! At eto sila :(




Sucks that the guard noticed my camera and they confiscated it. They don't allowed professional cameras, lightsticks and banners inside. Pero sa Araneta hindi naman masyadong mahigpit. When we got inside, we we're all excited because it's our first time at the arena. Our tickets are for General Admission only pero nakit namin si Ate Vanessa Nilos, one of the alumni from our highschool. She's one of the ushers at the Arena. Pumunta muna kami sa GenAd but after few minutes bumaba kami ni Nicole para makiusap kay Atte Vanessa na papasukin kami sa Lower box. Dun kasi siya nakapwesto. And she said YES! YES!!! From 1k worth of ticket to 9k!! 

We find our seats na and waited for the show to start. Kalahati lang ng Arena yung crowd . Siguro kasi saglit lang yung promotions nila. Sobrang lapit na namin sa stage!! We were this close to Nichkhun. Almost.



So the show started. The all 6 members came out and that Chansung surprised me how handsome he is!! Before nilalait namin siya because of Nicole. Pero dang! Mas nastarstruck ako sakanya kesa kay Nichkhun!! He has flawless face and body! Ang hot niya lang sobra!haha. 


Ganito siya ka-hot oh!haha..

Chansung's love you down performance

I only focused on Nichkhun and Chansung. Pag hindi sila yung nagpeperform umuupo lang ako. But the other members were all entertaing. Specially Taecyon. They made the fans happy as they perfoem. Sa Una ang lamya ng performance nila. Parang tinatamad. But as the show proceeded, the men of 2pm gone wild!! They even sang a filipino children song "tong tong tong tong pakitong kitong".hahaha! 

During Nichkhun's solo I was in the midst of imagination. He performed "Let it rain". A song that he composed for their fans. It was my first time hearing the song and as I listened to it, the lyrics was perfectly related to Victoria! Or i'm just a real delusional fan.haha! We were a bit disappointed because ang onti ng crowd ni Nichkhun. O mali lang kami ng pwestong napwestuhan? Here's a sample of Nichkhun's "Let it rain". 



We don't have a picture of them during their performances because we're too busy to shout "Khuntoria", stomp our feet and put our hands up!!hahaha.. They perform 26 songs kaya sobrang sulit!!! And sobrang bait pa nila sa fans. Kinukuha nila yung camera tapos sila yung nagpipicture. Tapos sa bandang ending binabato sila ng mga stuffed toys tapos kinukuha nila except for Wooyoung. I find him snob.haha! Pero siya pinakamaraming crowd. Sobrang swerte ng nasa VIP ang babait ng 2pm. Hindi ko maexplain pero basta!!hahaha.

After 3hours of making the fans happy, they had their final talk one by one but Nichkhun's speech was the most touching and made me heart cry. He thanked his fans for not letting him down even though he messed up. I think it's his first concert after he got the  controversy about a particular accident he got involved last year. Aaw! He's so innocent! The other members also had theiir speeches. They promised to comeback soon. I also promise to come back again! They went backstage na and the audience left the place. Pero kami nagpicture picture muna kami.

Nicole, Dawn, Me and Rona


Berna, Nicole, Me and Rona


Before leaving the arena we said thank you to Ate Vanessa. Kung hindi dahil sakaniya ang layo namin kay Nichkhun! Thank you ng sobra Ate Vanessa :) Sobra sobra sobra sobra!!!

Ate Vanessa, Kuya from MOA Arena, Nicole and Me


After the show, nakita pa namin yung van ng 2pm paalis. I snapped a video of them pero ilalagay ko nalang yun sa video blog ko as I wait for the copy of Nicole's shot from the concert.

I've never imagine I could ever see Nichkhun's face. Not even once. But there he goes as he serenade the crowd with his "let it rain". I can't explain everything I feel right now. Speechless as I first saw him. Thank you Lord for letting me see one of your beautiful creation. haay!

Thank you 2pm for the night! Ang tanging gusto ko lang ay makita si Nichkhun pero binigyan niyo ako ng total entertainment!

MARCH 02, 2013. INDEED, THE HOTTEST NIGHT EVER!! 


Other photos credits to Nicole Perfinan


In All Things,
God Should Always Be Glorified.









Monday, February 25, 2013

Songs that I feel was made for ME


Just a random blog.

I'll enumerate songs taht I love and feel that the lyrics was actually made only  for me.

1. Make It Mine - Jason Mraz



2. You and Me - Lifehouse



3. Girl be mine - Francis Magalona


4. Everything - Michael Buble


5. Surprise Party - f(x)


6. You are the sunshine of my life - Steve Wonder


7. You give me something - James Morrison


Friday, February 22, 2013

The Dreamer is the real ME


I had my graduation pictorial earlier. I can't explain how I feel right now. All I just know is that I am very very thankful to my family, especially to my parents, and MOST especially to God.


While having my make up done, random things came up on my mind. Like how did got myself here. I've been through everything during college. Since day one in Patts College of Aeronautics to my last day in Colegio de San Juan de Letran. Up to that particular day I have cried thinking of a new course and school to transfer. And now, I can't believe I'm almost done in college. Feeling ko last last sem lang ako nagtransfer from Letran.





AB Multimedia Arts - Class of 2013


I credit all my hard works to God. Lahat ng pain, pagiintay, confussions, pressure, etc. Worth it lahat. As I always say, hindi man natin maintindihan kung bakit negative yung mga nangyayari satin, lagi nating tandaan na may plano Siya. Mas maganda pa sa inaakala natin. 



I can't explain how I'm feeling as I wait for that day, my graduation day. I just want to enjoy the feeling of waiting. I'm actually glad it's on the last week of April. So I can feel the excitement  in a span of time. 

Corporate Shot


Now I realized how much having a college degree really means. Dati parang "Yah! I know I can finish college", just like that. People always say that you cannot measure the poeple's dignity based on his education. But I, as an upcomming professional, they won't understand that feeling of having that honor and pride. Believe me, ang sarap sa feeling ng gumraduate! Swear. I wish every single student will experience this feeling of happiness. Being able to graduate even without flying colors is enough. Yes, there are alot of great people who don't have their diplomas but recognized as successful ones.  But being able to finish college' is not just having a degree. Compared to that people, we worked hard for that. I don't say tehy didn't worked hard for what they are no nor degrade them. I mean all human beings and parents has the chance to give their children a good education. Despite of poverty, they still can work for it. Just like what my parents did to me. It's just a matter of perseverance. My parents spent millions for my education.  They worked hard for me to be able to succeed. Maybe that's my edge to those undergraduate people I'm talking about. I have the best parents God could ever bless me that never stop sending me to school even though I messed up a couple of times. I owe my parents watching me marching and bowing for people with honor they invested in me. They deserve it more than I. 



And of course, I won't forget the man behind all of this. My Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Who has been always there for me through good times and bad. He's the only one who trusted me even though I forgot the things I may able to do so. Siya lang nagtiwala, nagtitiwala at magtitiwala sakin sa lahat ng kaya at hindi ko kayang gawin. I owe it all to him. And now it's time for a payback. Now I can offer my profession para sa ikakaaganda ng ekonomiya Niya. I promise na kahit saang sulok man niya ko ilagay, lagi ko siyang itataas. Umabot man ako sa summit ng Mt. Everest, pangalan niya parin ang aking itataas. Words and action is not enough how thankful I am. 


Creative Shot
(ang taba ko dito)

Exactly 62days and 13hours from now I will be entering the world of real life with real monsters. All I'm sure is that... I'm going to miss learning. I mean, learning in school. I hated so much school but I will surely miss it for sure.  As my friends told me how hard it is after college. I'm afraid I might feel that too. I don't wanna work pa. I believe magsasawa kagad ako sa pagtatrabaho. Knowing myself na sa una lang talaga ako masipag at excited sa kahit anong aspeto sa buhay. Mabilis akong magsawa. Whatever! Maybe if after I found the thing that makes me happy, I will have that contentment. No matter what life may bring to me. I know I got my Savior as my back up.

To all those people who looked down on me, I'm starting to tear all your balcony. Chos!haha. Pano ba yan? Mauuna muna akong grumaduate sa inyo! :D




In all things,

God should always be glorified.

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Who's back?


HEY YO!!! It's been months since I last had my blog entry. Well hey! I just said that on my last entry. Maybe i'm really just a lazy blogger - self proclaimed.haha! I can't believe I called myself a blogger.




Any ways...





Ahhh! I really don't know what to talk about.






SORYY