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Friday, February 22, 2013

The Dreamer is the real ME


I had my graduation pictorial earlier. I can't explain how I feel right now. All I just know is that I am very very thankful to my family, especially to my parents, and MOST especially to God.


While having my make up done, random things came up on my mind. Like how did got myself here. I've been through everything during college. Since day one in Patts College of Aeronautics to my last day in Colegio de San Juan de Letran. Up to that particular day I have cried thinking of a new course and school to transfer. And now, I can't believe I'm almost done in college. Feeling ko last last sem lang ako nagtransfer from Letran.





AB Multimedia Arts - Class of 2013


I credit all my hard works to God. Lahat ng pain, pagiintay, confussions, pressure, etc. Worth it lahat. As I always say, hindi man natin maintindihan kung bakit negative yung mga nangyayari satin, lagi nating tandaan na may plano Siya. Mas maganda pa sa inaakala natin. 



I can't explain how I'm feeling as I wait for that day, my graduation day. I just want to enjoy the feeling of waiting. I'm actually glad it's on the last week of April. So I can feel the excitement  in a span of time. 

Corporate Shot


Now I realized how much having a college degree really means. Dati parang "Yah! I know I can finish college", just like that. People always say that you cannot measure the poeple's dignity based on his education. But I, as an upcomming professional, they won't understand that feeling of having that honor and pride. Believe me, ang sarap sa feeling ng gumraduate! Swear. I wish every single student will experience this feeling of happiness. Being able to graduate even without flying colors is enough. Yes, there are alot of great people who don't have their diplomas but recognized as successful ones.  But being able to finish college' is not just having a degree. Compared to that people, we worked hard for that. I don't say tehy didn't worked hard for what they are no nor degrade them. I mean all human beings and parents has the chance to give their children a good education. Despite of poverty, they still can work for it. Just like what my parents did to me. It's just a matter of perseverance. My parents spent millions for my education.  They worked hard for me to be able to succeed. Maybe that's my edge to those undergraduate people I'm talking about. I have the best parents God could ever bless me that never stop sending me to school even though I messed up a couple of times. I owe my parents watching me marching and bowing for people with honor they invested in me. They deserve it more than I. 



And of course, I won't forget the man behind all of this. My Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Who has been always there for me through good times and bad. He's the only one who trusted me even though I forgot the things I may able to do so. Siya lang nagtiwala, nagtitiwala at magtitiwala sakin sa lahat ng kaya at hindi ko kayang gawin. I owe it all to him. And now it's time for a payback. Now I can offer my profession para sa ikakaaganda ng ekonomiya Niya. I promise na kahit saang sulok man niya ko ilagay, lagi ko siyang itataas. Umabot man ako sa summit ng Mt. Everest, pangalan niya parin ang aking itataas. Words and action is not enough how thankful I am. 


Creative Shot
(ang taba ko dito)

Exactly 62days and 13hours from now I will be entering the world of real life with real monsters. All I'm sure is that... I'm going to miss learning. I mean, learning in school. I hated so much school but I will surely miss it for sure.  As my friends told me how hard it is after college. I'm afraid I might feel that too. I don't wanna work pa. I believe magsasawa kagad ako sa pagtatrabaho. Knowing myself na sa una lang talaga ako masipag at excited sa kahit anong aspeto sa buhay. Mabilis akong magsawa. Whatever! Maybe if after I found the thing that makes me happy, I will have that contentment. No matter what life may bring to me. I know I got my Savior as my back up.

To all those people who looked down on me, I'm starting to tear all your balcony. Chos!haha. Pano ba yan? Mauuna muna akong grumaduate sa inyo! :D




In all things,

God should always be glorified.

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